The Moment of Truth

"There must be something that I could find in the pit of the darknes"

Somewhere along the lines

I lost that kid

One that was cheerful, earnest and passionate.

I was too young

Dumbstrucked by the awful fate

The spell was already casted

No going back

I had to see it till the end..

People blamed

I won't deny

no need to tell the truth

They won't listen

It was my decision

In this rocky road,

I've braced myself

I knew what the chances are

However, the gravity seemed to pull me down

I kept on falling, again and again

Once again, The tears fell down as I saw...

The dreams in my hand slipped through my fingers...

The ray of hope dimmed away

I lost my grip

I fell into a deep hollow

The spell turned out to be a curse

The days went by

Losing the track of time

Chained in the pit of the darkness

It felt so distant, the memories.

I heard people were laughing

What a fool..

I learned the hard way..

There's no mortals I shoud rely on

No place should be leaned on

But Allah

There must be a reason

Is it a punishment?

Is it a trial?

Maybe in this darkness

I should find something

That couldn't be seen from up there.

Something that only glow in the dark...

I struggled on my own

To stand up again and strengthened my self

Keep believing that Allah won't leave me in the dust

I won't lose my vision

My faith..

I no longer wait

For someone to reach out my hand

They said I can never withstand

They kept telling me

That aiming for the moon is a farfetched dream

But I believe

May be I will never touch the moon

But at least I'm gonna be among the stars.

Thus, the curse was broken

I let go the venomous thorny rose I held onto

My heart was bleeding

But time heals all wounds

I dragged my feet

Walked down the path I used to believe

This is the moment of truth.

Once again..

I crawled my way up

Following the light

This isn't over

One step at a time

I will find my way to the Milky Way...

Outfit Details :

Nude coat, AVENUE

Vintage flower pinafore

Brown ankle boots, EVERBEST

Location:

Carpentier Kitchen and Cafe

Jl. Untung Suropati, no.38

Surabaya, Indonesia